If there were a lottery for husbands then I definitely hit the jackpot. It just amazes me how something so special can come out of something so bad. My first job out of college was from HELL!!! Worst job ever, wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. But, if I hadn't gotten that job I would never have met Justin and he, along with Ashley are the best things that ever happened to me.
I managed to feel good for about a whole 4 days from my last cold to start all over on Friday night. I did absolutely nothing all weekend but go from the couch to the bed and Justin was Mr. Mom and I didn't hear a peep out of him - not that I would expect to. He took care of everything, entertaining Ashley, cooking, grocery shopping, getting me cough drops and Gatorade. He is the best.
Today was a rough day, I am feeling better cold wise but we had yet another ultrasound this morning to find out once again that I didn't respond to the fertility medicine. This has been going on since August, needless to say I had a meltdown in the doctors office. I'm sure I'm not the first to start bawling in the office and I won't be the last. Still doesn't help that you feel like a complete moron and you are sitting there telling yourself "PULL IT TOGETHER FOR GOD'S SAKE!!!!" Justin just grabbed my hand and gave me a big hug - I was very glad to have him there.
After coming home from the doctor he has let me be an emotional basket case all day, go crawl in bed and cry and just be a total pain in the butt. He took Ashley to the park and didn't say a word when I bit his head off for no reason and let me go to Zumba tonight.
I love this man - he is the best husband and father and I am so lucky to have him in my life. If you are reading this right now Justin, I love you with all my heart!!
Shannon
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